I used to believe in love and happiness, but now, I'm not so sure. Ok, we all know that we need to love ourselves and not needing anyone but, who actually get there? You see, life is a little more complicated than we thought, we can't be that happy because we don't belong there, we are not born for this. I'm tired of been a liar, I'm not happy, and yeah, I do need somebody to comfort me, and I hate that so much that all that i want is to reach to unconditionally love. I don't wanna hide myself in fake religions or fake true, I don't wanna hold all that I know just because I have scared of being lonely, scared of unknown things. I'm not gonna lie anymore and I ask you the same. Don't hide yourself, don't pretend that you are okay just because you are tired of the answers, start to be a growing person and stand up, face your problems and admit them even if you don't know what is going on. I don't know What I want, and thats okay. I don't need to lock my heart and say " not available" cause I know that is not the solution. I really would like to say "I love you" to everyone who loves me, but I know today thats not some kind of obligation. I don't need to said it back, I choose follow my heart, even if I'm all confuse, I need to be myself always, I'm sorry But I can't be what I'm not.
